New Start!

So, you might have noticed, or you might not lol, but I have not written on my blog in a REALLY long time. I kind of felt like I had nothing to write about to be honest with you, however, recently, while reading a friends blog, I have realized just how much I have learned and grown up since my last blog post.

Let's see, I am half way through college, and it literally feels like a blink of an eye. It seems like just yesterday I was nervously awaiting the e-mail when my freshman roommate would be revealed. Now I have a job where I work 40 hours a week and I am about to move into my first "real" apartment. Although I'm going through the motions, I hardly feel like an adult.

I'm not sure I'm really ready to graduate from comfort and move into the real world of paying bills and making decisions. I realize that I still have two more years of college left, but in those two years, my identity will begin to form and the life of grades and clubs will come to an end. All around me I see friends starting careers and it just seems so weird. I can't imagine myself at that point right now.

While I am excited to see what the future brings, I always imagined I would feel more grown up before I am actually... grown up. :/