Recently, I feel like I just can't catch up with life. I want so badly to take a deep, relieving breath knowing that I am right on track. I want to be able to sleep at night, like really sleep, not because I'm so tired that I couldn't stay awake, but because I am so excited for the next day. I want to relax and not be procrastinating (like I am now). I want to be able to feel like I am care free. Why does being an "adult" have to be so stressful. I feel like there is no end to the people that need my money, the decisions that I have to make, and the paperwork I have to fill out. Then, lets just throw in finals, work (totally enjoyable though), and moving, AND planning for my internship. I am excited to be leaving school for a semester and leaving all of the extra stuff that school seems to get in the way of. College life, known as the "best days of your life" has also had some of the worst days of my life and has included days when I literally didn't think I would make it to the end.Now, done with all of that depressing stuff... I am in love with the snow. Its crispness, its beauty, its ability to create spontaneous holidays. I love that it creates fun outdoors and it blankets the earth so perfectly. Of course there are many downfalls to snow, but somehow those don't seem to matter when you are bundled in your winter "gear" and catching snowflakes on your tongue.
Ohh holidays, please come a little faster, but not too fast, I have a lot to do :/
